much grumbling herein

Tonight was anime night. We watched Read or Die (the same lesbian one from last week) and then I fell asleep during the next show. But OMG Read or Die scared the *fuck* our of me this week. There were parts of one episode that were disturbingly pedophilic, with evil old people reminiscent of Mulholland Dr. evenstarjuliet was there to watch me curl up and whimper in my seat. I only wish I could banish the memory of it from my mind.



Update on the QaF RPS:

I've written the worst pr0n in existence. Probably should have written it when I was ovulating. I always come up with better ideas when I'm ovulating (read: horny in a predatory fashion). This time I found myself producing romance novel style pr0n. I mean, God, how low could I have gone? *washes brain out with douche* I'm doing that thing where I re-read what I write and then cringe. misswindy has been patting me on the head sympathetically. queenofalostart has been laughing at me and the horror that is my writing. As well she should be. Anyway, I've decided I'll deal with the pr0n in the morning (well technically it already is morning, but you get what I mean). I'll sit down and rewrite the whole damn thing from scratch if I have to. I refuse to post bad pr0n. Damnit, it's the one thing I absolutely *refuse* to fuck up. It's bad enough my betas had to read what I shat out. Hell, it's bad enough *I* had to read it -- let alone write it.

*stabs self repeatedly*

And by the way, if anyone reads this and wants to leave comforting, reassuring, or sympathetic comments -- well, DON'T. In fact, I'm turning off comments.



There is a small bit of good news. My QaF DVDs arrived. It's so nice getting to watch my gay softcore porn with DVD resolution. And my computer's fucked up DVD player, which refuses to play any of my Buffy or Firefly DVDs, for once actually works properly! Yay!

*staggers off to bed*