FUCK!!!

Hey guess what, everyone. I finished writing that sex scene for Ch. 4 of Bitter Water.

Guess what happened after I finished? Guess! Guess!

I accidentally deleted it.

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[No]

[Oh, wait.]

No one reading this had better laugh. I was working on that fucking sex scene all fucking day. Now I have absolutely no trace of it. I don't even have my preliminary notes on it. It's completely gone. Completely.

IT WAS FUCKING 700 WORDS LONG AT *LEAST* -- aka THE LONGEST FUCKING SEX SCENE I'VE EVER WRITTEN! I LOST 700 FUCKING W0RDS WORTH OF MATERIAL!

I want to cry.

I really, really want to cry right now.